4AM --- I push in the knob to release
the brakes, and ease out of the truck stop, which is completely
filled with parked and idling trucks. We take the westbound ramp and
soon Bruce has managed to get our 78,000 pounds to highway speed and
we head into the Wisconsin darkness, made bitter cold by Caly's
arctic air, heavy with cold and danger. The short winter days mean
that we'll be traveling in the dark this morning for several hours
before we are greeted by sunrise This far north, the sun's arc seems
far to the south, and even on a sunny day, the sun appears to be
distant, casting long shadows all day long, and ineffective at
generating much heat of any kind. . The on board thermostat which is
at a mere 3 degrees (F) upon departure, soon shows the outside
temperature to be at -9. Inside the cab, the heater is warm. I pity
any animal wild or domestic trying to endure the frigid, icy air.
This is a quick trip from southern
Wisconsin out to Bismarck, North Dakota to swap loads with another
driver. He'll take this load on to the west coast and enjoy home
time, and I'll bring his load back to Wisconsin for delivery.
Prone to worry, my mind soon takes
advantage of the lull in pressing matters and sets about with its
list of things to worry about: Are we going to make it on time; are
the road conditions okay; Is my family doing all right?
We top a small hill, and the scene
catches me off guard. There, low in the western sky, a full moon,
almost with a kindly smile, casts its gentle light onto the
countryside laid out before me. The farm fields, the rolling hills
and the forests, look almost magical in the soft moonlight reflected
by the snow that covers the entire area. The scene has a reassuring
and calming feel to it. It's an unexpected vista, and the feeling it
gives me is unmistakable. I had prayed only moments before for
guidance, safety, and the simple reassurance that He is there, that
He understands.
Wisconsin is beautiful, and in this
moment, the moonlight and the blanket of snow combine to transform
the scenery and it suddenly is calming and reassuring. It's one of
occasions that from time to time suddenly thrust themselves into my
life, offering a break from worry and cares, like the aroma of a
lilac bush, or the flowers of a honeysuckle tree. It feels like God
is saying to me, “Yes, I know you have worries and fears, but
here's a reminder that I am still here, and that I love you.” The
problem for me is that these moments usually appear suddenly and
unannounced. Too often they come and they go, without my notice, and
the blessing and intimate message intended, is somehow lost by the confused
and busy recipient.
Have you ever had moments like that?
Perhaps it came in the form a sunset, a smile from a stranger, or
rain drops on a hot day, but the unique
timing and creation of the incident leave you feeling that it was
more than just a simple coincidence?
I believe these moments can come from
God. Whatever you believe, or however you think they arrive in your
life, I hope they continue to bring you a brief amount of happiness
and reassurance. I hope you are better at recognizing them, and
enjoying them than I am.
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| Heading out into Caly's icy morning, an unexpected moon awaits |
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| Moon watches unloading at Wisconsin at day break |


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